Cat and I decided to break up today. For so many reasons, we can’t be together, but we still love each other so much, and have so much affection for each other. Finally, we managed to talk to each other truthfully and deeply, no issues getting in the way, we revealed ourselves fully and without fear. It is crazy, by deciding to break up and to feel free from the relationship we opened ourselves up to each other, and both, I think, felt love between us like we never had before. 

Breaking up while kissing each other deeply and having beautiful sex

Knowing that despite the beauty of our experiences in the moment, today, we do not work. There is so much love between us, but we are not excited any more with each other, I do not appreciate her fully, she holds some of herself back in order to not be hurt by someone she rightly suspected of not truly valuing her.

So sad, yet so clear and beautiful. Two souls finally becoming one, no-one to blame, no-one to impress, no-need to pretend anything, because there are no longer any ties of a relationship.

Two people finally saying, who are you? What do you think? I am a person too, and we are equal you and I, there is no fear because there is no longer anything to lose.

Such beauty and innocence, both humbled, and what freedom and laughter comes from it, and such sadness too.

No more fear, find someone, ask them how they are, and listen, and learn. 

I love her so much

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